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| i have devised the most descriptively accurate phrase that applies directly to myself..... ambulatory catastrophe | | |
| at times i feel i am a foolish person.......
....i've been offered a chance to do something for myself that i really think would be the best thing that i could ever do to help myself achieve actual happiness.....
....i have been in better health, physically, mentally, emotionally, than i have in a very very long time.......but there seems to be something amiss, very seriously so, and i am feeling it more every day....
...there has been a very strong and visceral desire within me to just drop everything, desist in caring about my responsibilities and obligations to the world in general and people specifically and just walk wherever the wind and smell of potential rain push me to go........
......my thoughts and tastes have been edging more and more to the darkly pleasing things i turned away from for a very long time.....i'm unsure whether to be disturbed by the fact that this does not bother me at all......
...i feel by turns, incredibly independent and fiercely proud of it, and terribly lonely and despairing because of it.....
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| i am well pleased with myself......today i purchased new pots and pans (since the ones previously being used belong to the roommate who has moved out) which are eco-friendly ;) normally, i don't like buying new things, preferring to go the route of previously owned, but i am very comfortable and happy with this decision....for those who may be confused about what i mean by eco-friendly, here is a bit of explanation.....
"This Eco-Friendly Cookware Set features the latest available technology
in PTFE-FREE nonstick coating production to provide consumers an
eco-friendly choice. Additionally, all materials selected
to produce the eco-friendly cookware embrace the concepts of
sustainable design, which means each cookware or packaging component
can either return to the natural ecosystem through biodegradation, or
be recycled at the end of the product's lifespan."
yes, i have no life, i'm posting about pots and pans.....no, i don't care that this makes me look pathetic ;)
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| two days ago some kids threw a brick through one of the windows of the library where i work.....because they got kicked out for being jerkoffs who couldn't be respectful of the library rules.... | | |
| this is my shamelessly advertising for a particular band post.....feel free to skip at will...... you really ought to check out this band, called from tomorrows.....they are incredibly talented (in my opinion) and i would love to see them become very successful....before it is pointed out by someone else, yes, i will admit that i have reason to be biased in my appreciative opinion.....the drummer is a dear friend of mine....an adopted brother, if you will..........however i can honestly say that even setting that aside, i'm very impressed with these guys! so....if you value my opinion in matters musical...at least take a listen, and if you like, please let them know....they deserve it ;) you can hear their work on their myspace, and they also have an actual webpage..... | | |
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